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It sounds to me you have done your part. You have confessed, sought forgiveness, and made yourself accountable to him. I really see nothing else you can of as far as your past mistake. The ball is in his court now. Honestly, he is in the wrong now. He has made you the victim. You need to tell him you have done all you can do. It is up to him now. You are done playing the bad guy. It is time to turn the table. Does that make sense to you?