Karin- over the weekend he was so so Friday night affectionate. SAturday we wento utduring the day. Later in the evneing he said he enjoys my company and I was a good companion. He was not into all that lovey dovey stuff. So I said what am I doing here tehn? He mumbled something nad did his usual fall asleep nonenset toavoid conversation. So we both feel asleep watching tv. He woke up and did not wake me. I know from previous experience he has left me to sleep there all night. So I fooled him and while he was in the bathroom I got undressed and when he returned went to the bathroom When I returned lights were out and I got inot bed wnet to sleep. No kisss no goodnight. Wy becasue I was pissed. Companion. I told him before thjis wasn ot my interest. I have no asked for marriage or anything so involved.So let me go if all you want is a buddy. I love you.. But it never changes. A day here or there but then back to the same nonsense.
Then Monday when I left he had finished my trunk that he had been working on for nearlythree months, Told me alot oheart and soul went into
this project. I said isnt that what matters ?
He said to call him later. Some times he forgets and calls me. So I waited till 5:30 pm est He was fine
He called yesterday and he helped me with something for a half hour.He seemed more attentive nad kissed for a bit.
I cannot stand this getting into bed turning his back. He says its more comfortable. It has nothing to do with ignoring me, Ok but no touching he
makes gestures lie to get off of him,
I know if we disucss this he will blame me or turn the tables. Liie Sunday he goes you did not kiss me goodnight. ? He knew he said the worn things. And I believe he fretted over it until he fell asleep. So there is my story. I am to see him tonight 2-13 and I have my valentines gifts .He probably will not even have a card.. I plan to give it to him anyway.At some point this will end .because I'll have had my fill or he will not be able to stand me all the time if he wants his freedom more.