Im so depressed i used to swear to my gf and curse her alot and everytime i do this she cries and feel bad and then i apologize to her and then she forgive me its been on this phase 1 year .. Fighting and i curse.. But our realtionship for 3 years.. Before 6 days we had a fight and then i cursed her after i gave her my promise not to curse then hung up .. When i be mad i dont control my anger im so sad
.. She doesnt want me to stay with her for a couple of days she left me alot and its been 6 days she feels very cold she told me she cant see me in the same way like before and she feels so cold that it controls her life.. and i was crying on the phone and begging her not to leave me alone i was crying my heart out i swear its so weird that i feel so scary without her.. She said im shocked that ur so weak without me and she was saying ill try to be back like before but i dont know if i will she said that she needs a break then i broke down and told her no dont leave me i beg u and cried like a child who wants his mom..She acted so cold she didnt care that much she only felt guilty bc im crying and stuff and told me plz stop toying with my emotions..Then i decided to act cold by texting then i told her now i thought about it ill give u the break u want and ill give u 2 weeks to decide.. I blocked her so that she thinks im serious and tol her talk to u in 2 weeks..But im so sad rn im crying and feel scared i cant live without her and i cant accept the idea of her being with another man its killing me so much i need help please help me im getting so crazy i have no one to talk to im talking to myself like a crazy man.. Asking why .. Why did
she leave me..she used to love me alot she also used to tell me that shell die if i left her and when we fight and i tell her lets end up our relationship she cries and threatens me that she wants to commit a suicide she used to love me alot that i cant believe it how did she be like this suddenly?? I sweat to god i need her back i want her to want me again. I dont want to move on.. I want her back
. Is what i did like giving her what she asked for will bring her back to me??? Please help me
Giving her a break to think will help?
Although in the first place i cried and refused to do so
Ps. When i told her ill give u the break she was like "oh u copied ur friend opinion and pasted it to me id have appreciated this more if u wrote it urself and i know whats the difference between ur way of writing and ur bitches writing.. But ok "
Her reply was like that
Then i told her
Plz respect urself and thats my own des icon and stuff and see u in 2 weeks then i blocked her
Please tell me what do u think asap