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I can imagine how distressing and even scary this situation must be for you. You are clearly a loving mom as well as a loving daughter and you have dual responsibilities. They seem to be at odds with each other here and that makes it very difficult. I'm sorry you're going through this. But I am really glad that you're taking this seriously and are trying to get help on the right way to proceed.
And this is actually the key to my answer to you that you need to consider and think about. This is very difficult because you do love your mom. But your first responsibility is indeed to your children's safety. You are right about that.
It is possible that your mom's schizophrenia went into remission on its own. That is not so rare. She may have had a psychotic episode that did recede. Once the delusional and hallucinatory symptoms eased up, her paranoid tendencies may have also become easier for her to control and to keep private. While we won't ever know what really happened most likely, that is a good guess as to what occurred.
That the symptoms, however, have now become active again seems to be clear. And that she has made statements about a desire to do physical harm to someone cannot be ignored. That she didn't in the past does not mean that this is not a new feature of her current illness. I need to also bring up the painful possibility that the recurrence of the delusional symptoms as well as the paranoid symptoms may be part of early onset of one of the dementia disorders.
This brings us to the difficult issue of getting her help. She was not willing to get help in the past. You are correctly concerned that this will be the case this time. Who should bring up the possibility of her getting help is something that the family needs to discuss. It will not be easy.
However, you have to protect your children. That does indeed mean that you have to have her contact with the children be supervised. That means by an adult who understands the reason for the need for him or her to be present at ALL times when she is with the kids. Because if the adult there with the kids and her doesn't realize the problem, then he/she may not be careful enough.
Your concern that your mom is going to notice the change is valid. But again, you can't accommodate everyone's needs here. Your kids needs come first.
That she might escalate in her suspicion of you and force you to limit contact with her even more is a painful possibility, I know. I've seen this happen before. This may not happen for a while. And her symptoms may recede again before it happens; that is possible. So there is room for hope. However, there is no way to avoid the step of having supervised visits.
Okay, I wish you the very best!
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