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My husband told me about his 1 yr affair 8 months ago.

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My husband told me about his 1 yr affair 8 months ago. Although I have more good days now than bad days, I am still struggling and feel as though I shouldn't continue to talk with him about my feelings. He is so ready to move on with our future and I can't even think past today. The affair and hurt still occupy most of my thoughts - he just isn't aware. I still have so many questions for him but don't feel like I should ask him. I am so ready for this all to go away and it's not going away. I have no idea what is the right thing to do. Any advice?
Submitted: 6 years ago.
Category: Mental Health
Expert:  TherapistMarryAnn replied 6 years ago.

Hi, I'd like to help you with your question.

There is nothing wrong with how you feel. An affair is devastating to a marriage and to the husband/wife who is the victim. Getting over the affair takes a long time and very hard work. You never quite forget it but it becomes easier to live with.

You have the right to ask any questions you need to of your husband. When you both married, the marriage was meant for the two of you. He chose to bring someone else into your relationship and you have the right to know anything you need to about that relationship. It helps break down the separation between you and your husband if the truth is known and he is not able to make the details of the other relationship only between him and the other person. In other words, if you know all the details you want to know, then the relationship they had is no longer just between them. Also, knowing what happened helps you to keep your imagination from taking over and making the situation worse.

Your husband wants the affair to go away because he most likely feels guilty about it. When you bring it up, it reminds him that he was wrong. This is hard for him to face. But it is important that he faces it now so he does not make the same mistake again.

It is also important that he is sorry for what he did and that he works very hard to earn back your trust. He cannot just say he is sorry and move on. This is not enough to insure you are ok and that trust, the most important factor in a stable relationship, is reestablished.

To rebuild this trust, you should do what you need to feel better. If that means calling your husband anytime you feel you want to know where he is, then he needs to accept that. If you need to be aware of what he is doing each day and who he is with, that is ok too. The idea is that he proves he can be trusted and you are able to trust him again enough to not have to do this.

Also, if you feel the therapist you worked with was not helpful, seek out another one. You need someone you can work with that addresses your concerns and helps you deal with your feelings about what happened. Talk with your doctor about a referral. If you attend church, speak with your pastor. Pastors and their staff are often very good with marital issues. You can also search on line at

You can also help yourself through books and resources. Here are some to help you get started:

Infidelity: A Survival Guide by Don-David Lusterman

Surviving Infidelity: Making Decisions, Recovering from the Pain, 3rd Edition by Rona B. Subotnik and Gloria Harris

My Husband's Affair Became the Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me by Anne Bercht

You can find these on or your local library may have them for you.

Remember, you are doing fine. This is not an easily solvable problem so it will take a while, maybe even a few years. Give yourself time and do what you need to feel better.

Let me know if I can do anything else to help,


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Customer: replied 6 years ago.

He doesn't want to go to more counseling - says it is a waste of time and he doesn't need help. We won't make it without counseling.

Now that 8 months have passed I am finding that I am not comfortable with what was normal now that we are somewhat back to the usual routine. What I thought was normal life for us was false and full of betrayal because he was having the affair. I can't continue with what was normal - normal meaning how he treats me, our sex life, the things we would do together, etc. - none of it is good enough. I don't trust "normal".

When I get upset about something his usual response is "you just need to forgive me" or "your always unhappy and have been for years" or "I don't why we are together, I'll never make you happy" or "you've changed". I feel like he is deflecting the issues back on me making me looking I am the one who has done something wrong.

Customer: replied 6 years ago.

How do I talk him into going to couple counseling?

Is it OK to not trust "normal" and expect our relationship to be different?

I think his responses to my emotions are the easy way out of a discussion about my feelings - how do I get him to understand this?

Expert:  TherapistMarryAnn replied 6 years ago.

Tell him that it is important to the recovery of your relationship and that you both need to it help you reestablish trust. But if he won't go, go yourself. The support is important to you. And you may need to decide if you want to continue the marriage.

If he will not discuss your feelings about the affair, then he is not invested in the recovery of your marriage. I would be firm with him without being mean or angry. Just tell him that he needs to work on this marriage and the trust that he damaged when he had the affair. He also needs to face what he did and the reluctance he has about dealing with the consequences. If he will not, then work on it yourself with the idea that you may have to reconsider your marriage. A separation may help both of you get a clearer picture of what you both need.