Recovering your google account will depend on what backup measures you put in place. We can try to recover that
but as for merging, you can merge products, but not accounts. This is also easy to bypass though. If we set up
an email app for you and add both accounts, they will both go to that feed from now on or you can forward
one mail to the others account.
Can you tell me what your email ends in? @gmail, outlook, live etc.
To get started, I need to know what type of computer you are using, a Windows XP, Vista, Windows 7, Windows 8, Windows 10 or a Mac.
If its a Mac, please check the OSX version as follows, Click the apple sign at the top left of your screen, then click about this mac. And then where it says version, send that to me as a reply.
Would you like to start by trying to recover the account first and weigh your options for seeing both accounts in your
email under one email client?