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Rape is often a he-said she-said situation and, in all honesty, it can be very difficult to defend a rape charge. That is probably why your public defender told you that you were SOL. The unfortunate fact is that, in cases of rape, frequently the only evidence of rape is the "victim's" word and there are juries that are willing to convict on that alone. While I do not agree that your current attorney's prognosis suggests he is unqualified to handle your case, I do agree with the other JustAnswer Member in that I believe you should get a second opinion from a private criminal defense attorney who deals heavily with rape defense.
I completely understand that you may not have a great deal of money and, the fact is, a defense attorney for a matter like this is probably going to cost you a lot
of money. However, there is simply no way around one fact: it doesn't matter
. If you can get the money for a private attorney, you should. As the other JustAnswer Member stated, this truly is your life at stake here. Personally, I think it's better to go into debt trying to avoid a conviction for something such as rape than to stay out of debt and serve time. Further, if you wind up in prison, your lost wages will probably well-exceed any attorney's fees you would likely incur as a result of defending the charge. And all this still ignores the fact that your earning potential and job opportunities may decrease substantially after a rape conviction. Innocent or not, a rape conviction can ruin your future and, in your situation (especially at your age), that is a major
concern. Further, if convicted of rape, prison is a likelihood. It is important to remember that your innocence is irrelevant as, if you are convicted, in the eyes of the world, you have become a rapist. The stigma surrounding that is fierce and hateful and it is something to be avoided if at all possible.
Regarding the other JustAnswer Member's thoughts on your intoxication
level affecting your mens rea (the legal word for "intent to commit the act"), I doubt that this will be a permissible offense. While some jurisdictions may allow it, generally you cannot use voluntary intoxication as a defense to a criminal act. Essentially, the intent to get drunk is often translated into the intent to commit drunken acts which in turn is translated into the intent to commit whatever crimes you commit due to drunkeness.
That said, with your very limited experience with alcohol, your jurisdiction may permit you to enter the defense that you were under effects unknown and unintended. In other words, the alcohol affected you in a way that you were not expected. Further, the other JustAnswer Member's suggestion that you
were the one who was taken advantage of may hold water. Why would someone serve an underage person alcohol unless she intended to get him drunk? And what was she trying to accomplish with that? And why were you permitted to stay the night? Really... how many people rape someone and then go to sleep right next to her? That just doesn't sound very rapist-esque, does it? These are the questions that a private attorney will take the time to develop. It is important to note that the law has never favored convicting women of raping men, for numerous reasons, some of which may seem obvious. However, it is possible for a woman to rape a man. Accordingly, this could provide some interesting options to you and you should speak to an attorney about this.
Thus bringing us to the discussion of experts. Like the other JustAnswer Member mentioned, you will want an expert to show that vaginal tearing is common, even in the course of normal sex (as opposed to rape). I am not familiar with the frequency of vaginal tearing, but I would assume it happens more often than the layperson would think. If the prosecution brings that in as evidence (your attorney will probably look for a way to suppress that evidence), you're going to want an expert who can come into court and say "so what... that happens X% of the time." This serves to show a jury of laypeople that there was not necessarily violence involved in the act.
An attorney may be able to do additional research to determine whether she'd been talking to her friends about her attraction to you, previous sexual acts with you, or even her intent to have sex with you. This may or may not be admissible in court, depending on the rules in your jurisdiction.
You mentioned that she was a coworker. If she is your supervisor or senior, that may also be useful in court as you may be able to show she used her authority to take advantage of you.
I would ask you to do one more thing, prior to contacting a licensed criminal defense attorney who specializes in rape defense:
That statute you posted... read it again. Read it another time. And read it once more. If hiring a private attorney even gives you a slightly better chance of avoiding those consequences, I would personally think it's well worth the money, if you can come up with it (you may be able to find an attorney who will accept payments, credit cards, etc.). Public defenders are usually excellent
attorneys. Unfortunately, they're overworked, underpaid, and they usually have caseloads that no normal person can possibly keep up with. Accordingly, indigent defendants often suffer.
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