I had my letter of ordination, license to practice, church…

thanks.... its funny but I thought of Darwin when I gave my certificates in to my MD chart on me..."Darwin shoots himself in the foot" LOLLLLLLLL

no kidding....hahahaah :P oh man...did I open a can of worms with this one...the dr in question is a psy dr...ooops hehehehehhehe I figure to be a real dr...he has to study the bible to make a sound diagnosis...hahahhaha I dont know what to think.... but I dont think he can medicate this one.....yikes... oh did i put him in a position... its 50 50....either im nuts, or im healthy.... lets see what the faith has to do with it... meanwhile, i bet they are a little freaked out...especially when I know psychology from my diligent self teaching as well, as my Christianity goes.... i was concienscious (spelling?) am seriously emotionally intelligent...empathic as well from it....wow im impressed? well? yeah..,..I am impressed...heheh thats a ***** ***** joke..,love that comedian....

in quebec anyone has the right to start a religion...but im no cult leader.... Christianity goes way back...even lawyers tried to trap jesus in his words (hhehe) funny... anyway, I dont care who believes what or even why... but Im satisfied with Christianity, so much so, the ordaining is as real as anything else, except for those who are atheists... how ever you may like to know where I got ordained....www.ficotw.org the first international church of the web...st. luke evangelical ministries... based in the usa.

my faith in Christ, and the use of self-help psychology with already existing and proven theories like Freud, Rodgers, Aron t beck, carl yung....dr. paul zombranski (cant say his name right), and texts of abnormal psychology, and snippets here and there, AND Neuro-Linguistic programming....all helped...in my recovery, and then the meds...all work quite well....i cant argue....I just want to know if my doctor is going to "categorize" my faith as a delusion and stuff....seriously, the many drs I saw in my past, really avoided trying to give me something for my OCD, which I knew I had for a long time, and fought for the Paxil I needed....and the ocd was severe and chronic....but they allll insisted I was a psychotic...euuuum okay I will bite what if I am, the pills must be working, but man does the paxil and anxiolytics help. cant say much for the other meds...except I can concentrate alot better...anyway, I had to resort to treating myself for my ocd, with psychology on me, (very hard to do), and my faith in the Lord, helped me out to ground me to make sure I didnt hurt myself in the process....turns out, Im really good at this...so I decided to rather get into it to help others...i obviously specialize in ocd, but for real? id rather be a life coaching minister...thanksi dont hurt anyone, and I dont hurt me.... what else can anyone say? That im preachy,,,,hello I am a pastor, pastors preach....duh...

its a way of life, and i just want to be legally recognized. maybe it wasnt such a hot idea doing it medically chart wise, but then again being a brat haha is kinda my style....lets see what happens when i start pulling rank on my dr. i gotta laugh....its funnyif i get spanked for it type thing, ahhh well, i'll just keep it to myself....without explaining it. Its my right to get happy, laws are there for my right, as well as anyone else....and yeah people matter...especially for a pastor at allshrugging) i dont know but to love my neighbor as myself including being a good samariton towards his left for dead sworn enemy after being mugged by bandits.....not too many people do that....but i dosorry i kinda goofed in what i just said there, to quote a verse apollogeticallybut you got what i meant lol

this pastor here (me) ;) asked another pastor for reality testing purposes,at the pentecostal church before i got baptized by my choice this time, if anything i was doing was nuts or not.....he said no. i was so glad and relieved that my doubt was gone....all i know is it all takes care of the angst and compulsive obsessing......i do talk alot ummmm uh yah but i catch on im still a little needy for attention and recognition