yeah i paniced several times and realized today, and all symptoms is gone. I had help for months now and they wasn't available to answer questions;( it's mainyl a virus that got me, and i think it fixes my life now, the med i was on was quetiapin but also a vaccine for the virus before and my paranoidity was keep going. It shows all my life's problems and now they all repaired, someone asks me to stop smoking now, i thought maybe i'd need smoking medicine, but i don' tthink so.
i think it's all gone, i've been paranoid all my life, still smoking, i will see if i need cigarettes first, it's not the worst thing i can probably stop when i want now(being secured about my life):) I am feeling so confident, never been confident before. They probably want to med me for asperger, but no doubt, i don't have it, i probably had brain problems when they diagnose me. I dunno how i'll respond sexually. I lost the feelings, I doubt i ever had them but a pro blematic life, and i probably was affected several times by this virus and by meds i was taking. big chance this virus has been a problem several times in my life. even as a kid(so i guess it is a stress virus). I had schizophrenic and sexual issues at this stage too(3-15), so big chance something has been in the way every time i was sent somewhere.
well i dunno yet, since the ants or other stuff that bite me at 2 year old probably was the reason for this and give me schizophrenic and other issues, all my problems seemed to be this problem, it was all checked out as a kid, but my problems with hygiene never stopped, and thus alone with other people i could not take it. I believe they saw this when testing asperger, so i doubt i have any other issues, cause i never had the issues the rest of the aspergers had. we had 11 years alone with my bf, and 1 year on my own before they figured the issue. All my issues is related to the problem as i can see. People should have this run on all people with symptomic issues. I have a feeling i had this all my life, thus people found out i had asperger and then schizo now, but it was all the virus. YOu know i had all nerves and music in my veins when on this. I don't think there is anything left in my body that i know of.
I don't get bitten since i never go out:) I don't know what i will react to anymore:) I know all about mental health:) I found my own way to get through this all along and got schizophrenia in head while doing it, same with asperger. i been 2 months in treatment, after 34 years with sickness. I had schizophrenia 2 times and got help for it but react strongly. I don't think i got any issues left, but having issues relating to people cause they didn't do as i say. I never found out what was wrong cause of this. The sickness just stopped tonight on the meds. so i stopped the sickness on the drugs and now they don't have any affection. I had viral encephalite.
I have a bf, never had a job but 2 weeks 3 times. I been making songs and is musical, but i went from my mom to my bf and well. I made a life. I am very logical, and i made my own treatment instead of talking to doc heh. I been using meditation. I been writing political stuff. I am logical. I made a lot of songs lately(or copy), been copying them all my life. I'm 34. I talked to people here to figure things about my treatment, and been doing my own treatment for years since i couldn't play computers anymore, we was playing together for 5 years. I'm sure i have friends when i'm over this, since i got a family 5 miles away and i got friends in my town, i've been a mess, but they will all love me for who i am:) I need to start structure help on myself and all adult life mainly and practical work i don't know anything about. avuna.blogg.no see my creative work:P My bf never attracted me, cause i didn't have the sexual arrousement when it comes to body, who knows how it will be now. WHen they control me on the worst things were really heavy.
nothing, otherwise i bet i'd felt it:) I am my own therapist:) Let's see what happens on next med they give me:P