Its been a couple of months since I last wrote. Sadly I would love to say the outcome of all this was a success and I was back with my lady. Its not. She has made her mind up and it looks like it was made up pretty early and I was clinging to hope based on how I thought I knew her and our wonderful relationship. Never mind I have to come to grips with it and move on,
It hurts like hell and me thinks it will be sometime before the hurt heels. Its tough but no other way around it.
Thanks for your input
All you say I know to be true, one hell of a lesson thats for sure. I will remain positive and I will let you know one day how it has all worked out.