thanks so much for the reply you are so right it's been nights that I haven't sleep. So stressed. He was my first boyfriend but now it's been 3 years we broke up and since then never dated anyone or been with anyone. This is just a stressful situation because I can't tell the truth I just think sometimes life sucks being a different culture living in a country like this. I just hope he understands me and doesn't leave me. I can't tell anyone or about this really my parents will be really hurt and I can't lose them and this guy my faince is the sweetest person I have ever met in my life and if anything god forbidden happens i will for sure die I don't know what kind of story to tell him. Can you come up with something That I can always keep in mind and tell him about it. Please
thanks so much. You think not being active for 3 years will make any difference ???
Oh my goodness I feel like my life is so complicated I regret for doing evetyping jn my past I wish I didn't have :(:( I just there are many guys out there that they play with girls and leave them the funny is that m ex was From same culture he did that to me. He left me with no options but. now that I love someone truly from my heart want to spend the rest of my life with cant tell him the truth because I don't want to lose him at all. This love is just so crazy and I'm crazy in love with him. I wish I didn't have to lie to him about it . But my culture religion stops me from telling him the truth I wish god forgives my mistakes snd make everything perfect any other suggestions I'm ready to take it thanks so much
Thanks so much it was really nice to chat with you and you are right. Sometimes it's better to keep secret then saying the truth I'm pretty sure god understands that. I was 18 years old when I first started dating him but for first 3 years we had no physical relationship after it was the almost start of the fourth year when everything happened snd after that everything fall apart he broke up until the I feel like he only used me for that once it happend he left me :( but i Irish it didn't have happened. Thanks for all the answers