Ok I understand but if I tried to bring up the things that bothered me like saying to him that I'm worried that he is only with me because he feels bad or that it's convenient and I get answers like no I love you and want to be with you I'm not getting real answers from him. Plus I can not really have real conversations with him because he gets annoyed and gets angry easily. He says he's annoyed because he tells me the truth and I don't except it. But the things he says are the truth totally contradict what he said to his friend or what he's said to me in the past. I'm not ignorant and I have a good memory so I remember he can't fool me so why does he try. Yes he's loved me before the internship was brought up but we've had troubles and he tried to break up with me before, we always ended up saying we'd give it another try, and when it's brought up he says that he would of never really left and would come back for me, but the last time I don't think he would of I believe he says certain things because he thinks that's what I want to hear and it will end the talk.