My boyfriend and I have been dating for 2 and a half years now and I absolutely love him, however things were not pretty in the beginning. He was 21 when we first starting dating (I was only 18), so he would go out to clubs and parties and ignore me all the time. He was a virgin (so he says), so I took his virginity. I guess you could say we were more "friends with benefits" in the beginning, although I loved him.... he just didn't love me back. I know he talked to different girls and he won't admit to anything, even though I saw signs of emotional affairs on social media websites.
Last year, everything changed after a rough break-up of not seeing eachother for a month, we got back together. Back in May of 2012, we have seen each other everyday.
We are fine now, and we see each other everyday and everyone knows we're dating... and we plan on getting married. I just can't help but to dwell on the past, and that annoys him so much. I already yelled at him about it, so I don't want to keep bringing it up... I just feel like he's still hiding things. I am now twenty and a half years old and he is twenty-three. I love him dearly, but when I'm alone I can't help but to feel depressed about our past we had.
****I am a girl, I don't know how to change that