you so negative.
I wish there were a more positive way to look at this. But I read what you said to Deardebra in April.....he told you the relationship was over...he lied. It is hard to be positive about him. He is not a very trustworthy person and he does not give anything positive to hang on to....and even if he came back he is a person who is unfaithful and lies. You deserve better! Right?