Elliott's got the real news for you on this online business. Your higher power is steering you right by sowing the fear you feel in your heart. You are too virginal to cope with this woman's erotic powers and corrupted soul. You need the protection from sexual addiction/slavery that Elliott's advice offers. And only a real relationship with a woman of your own innocence and moral standards can provide you with healthy growth into sharing your own sexuality in the long run. Don't let your fear of face-time with a normal woman keep you from meeting someone with comparable innocence and similar shyness to your own--perhaps in a religious setting or a group that's pursuing interests you have.