If you live near a big city, look up women's centers there, and call a domestic abuse hotline, because what you are experiencing IS a form of abuse. Stalking comes in many forms, and you're subjected to one of them, including home invasion. The national hotline says this:
Note it says SAFETY PLANNING and crisis help. So you can safely start talking on that line--unless you're sure your phone is not secure from your husband. YOU NEED ALLIES, and they're out there waiting to help.
Thanks for your help will check back with you soon hope you are online