I believe my suspicions are real because I saw many emails and phone calls and texts. but they were all before. I havent noticed anything recently since i started to attend UCLA. since that time when I got in he changed. He spends lots of time at home and with me. And as i said he got this application on our phones so I can see where is he.
So i dont know if the emails are solid evidence. As one psychologist said until a wife/woman has a real pictures and video there is no videos. I suspect that he might not want a serious relationship but just as sex (though we have great sex and he never complained).
What do you mean about his actions? Actions for what?
Yes, totally he shows that he loves me. any of my needs are being satisfied (i dont mean financial but as supportive he is, sometimes sacrificing his time with kids for me). He has been spending lots of time with me, doing things that only a person that loves could do. But yes, those emails only were from him. I havent seen any woman messages. None of them. One of those emails consisted of sex invitation on craiglist when I was in Russia. I have read them and I was shocked. I didnt tell him first but then I showed it to him. He said that he doesnt know anything about it. After that he deleted all accounts... but the thing is I know it was him. though he swears up and down. I just really dont understand him.
Well, I usually go to Russia for 2-3 weeks no more. That sex ad was referred to the Summer of 2012 when I was gone to Russia. He is never jealous with me. he lets me go to night clubs or anything. Never checks on me. So i had thoughts.. that if he would do smth bad behind my back wouldnt he be jealous? Anyway, i am confused.
thank you, XXXXX XXXXX i will reply to you later because I need to think about it more.
you told me what I actually knew inside of me.
thinking while being emotionally not stable is not a good idea. so that is why I am all confused.
and you are right.... talking about others.. he is really good and nice and helping. the same way to me.
i believe that he is driven to do sex when i m not around but doesnt pursue. i really hope so.
i will just focus on my school for a while and then i will see.