The thing is he has so much going on that he feels relieved he is out of a relationship. I do too in many ways, but want him back one day when things are more settled in both our lives. Writing a letter or calling may backfire on me because he wants to just focus on his job and finalizing his divorce. He needs to focus on his kids right now that are going through so much. I know they say play hard to get and don't contact them, but I'm afraid he will just never want me back.