10 days ago he asked that we start fresh due to previous bittterness for having to wait so long, my ending it with him a couple of times just to get away and reaches. I was faithful and in touch with him the whole time and came rushing bk to my own hm where he then lived. We then went to get a marriage license. I was skepticle and made it difficult. It hurt him. But it had bn 7 years and he still couldnt make any decent money. We both drank too much under the stress of eveything but we were very much in love. Now almost to the month that he can upgrade his car, get an apt of his own, my son is old enough to understand my desire to move he allows himself to get involved w/ someone else.10n days ago he said he would end "that " we would start fresh, he wud come to dallas for couple of days and we were in a commited relationship as always. its just gotten worse.
yes. instead of "putting that at Bay' as he said, the "frienship" that stared 2 -3 weeks ago turned into them going to OJO Caliente in New MEx this weekend. I hv access to his email unbeknownst to him but he knew I knew it was happening cuz he asked if i wanted and cud the same week. I am not a freakout jealous person. I was MISS USA and still cud compete today and I love him enuf to know one of of something new w/ someone 15 years younger than him is not even in the ball park of what we hv . but then again I may hv been blind the whole time > 9 years is a long time. lots of plans made and within a month this betrayal. Shes there to attend to him . I am not.