hi thank you
for you answer
I love my face, my eyes (here's the thing i start to have wrinkles i hate it... its ruining my fresh look)... i love my hair, my stomach, my legs, i love my smile, my lips, my skin. I love the fact that people appreciate me and sometimes i make people smiles or laugh, but at the same time, i dont like it because it makes me feel like im too innocent, witch is not the case... Actually i dont like my face cuz too many times because tought i was too kind or too angelic. I have that angelic look and its not suiting with my personnality.
I dont like my height, being tiny, im too skinny, i cant even wear dresses, i tried to gain weight but i cant, im always wearing hoodies or ugly jeans, i have to put tight under my jeans because im too skinny. Im too small, i dont feel mature physically... and thats why i hate my look, cuz i cant gain a pound. Sorry if i sound negative, its been years that i think that way of myself and thats why i dont live my life to the fullest. I wish i can look mature for my age, people pickin on me because of it. I dont like makeup, girlie things, i love my natural look at the same time. Its just not easy to accept myself.
I wish i could not try to look mature everytime... i hate making effort to change myself... but i have too... So yeah as you can see i love myself if im only with myself but i hate my look when im confronting people because i look different. I think i have a great personnality, im outgoing but because i have been bullied a lot... i start to think that what is inside of me doesnt interest people. Im always judge on the cover, witch is hard.
Thank you i will try that but its hard sometimes because ive been bullied almost 15 years and for a reason i dont get is why i got bring down that much. Even if i try to accept myself, i always feel like the other females are better than me. My ex boyfriend went with another girl and i feel so bad now. Its because i feel like my personnality wasn't good at all with him. I feel like she's more interesting than me, better than me because each guy i met cheated on me or left me.
And guys that i met dont really like that because im skinny, they prefer a girl with meat. Sorry but all thoses things that ive said are the mains reasons for the way i feel.
I understand what you are saying, but there is always that one person who accept you for who you are. You said guys don't like that you are skinny. I feel you have not met the right guy for you. If someone cheats on you it is not your fault it was their loss because they lost a relationship they should have given a chance.
No one is better than any one, everyone is different in their own way. You need to look through someone else's eyes, I am sure that there is someone out there that you know wants to be just like you.
None of this is your fault, there are guys that don't cheat.
I want you to really think about what type of guy you want to date and do not settle for anything less. You are worth it and you need to see that someone will love you for you.
Please accept my answer. Thank you.