You are most probably right, but people get together every day, and this ex boyfriend of mine was the one who wanted to go out with me in the first place and he chased me long and hard. He was the one who always made an effort. I thought that I at least owed to it myself to do my best to get him back. Honestly I have a lot of important exams this month, and I just can't seem to focus without having a plan regarding him. I have had other relationships when i was younger, some I left, some left me, but this one was different, we had planned a life together. I just can't function without him.