I have told him time and time again that how much I care for him only I can only do this via text as he wont answer his phone. he has been away for a month and I don't know if im going to see him again or not. I'm really hurt by his lack of contact. I don't know what to do from here as he describes my contact as hassle
I have asked him if he wants to continue with us or not a over a week ago and he said that he wasn;t sure a when he retires from the RAF he might be moving his parents which is only two and a halff hours away. we had a little bit of a diagreement and that is the last I have heard from him. He sent me an email on xmas day saying happy xmas and see you in the new year I hope but since then I have not heard from him, Even though I have sent texts and emails. Maybe he thinks i pestering him but I don't like to leave things up in the air.
I feel like i'm the only one trying at the moment and that he just wants to shut me out I almost feel as if i'll never see him again and that will hurt a lot as we need to talk this through will you answer this for me please properly
So what do I do now ?