Thank you for your answer.
I feel like we live like roommates, we don't talk a lot while we have dinner, we use to have fun, even dance.
He doesn't mind living like roommates, even he ask me maybe we could have separate bedroom because i snore, but I told him absolutely NO, that's will be the end of our intimacy.
His doctor told him maybe was the wine, since he drink a bit too much during the weekend. I think also that he is lazy to make love and usually he wants to get over with fast, not a lot of preparation, I love to kiss and he not too much, he is not a great lover but i dont mind, i still want to have sex with him and be touched, we dont touch a lot. We sleep in the same bed (a king one) and we don't touch, maybe i should change the bed for a queen one where we can cuddle.
I wont give up on him, but is very hard, please give me more tips what I should said to him or should I start touching him more. Yesterday I gave him a french kiss and he responded. I need sex, I have erotics dreams, I masturbate sometimes.
Should I just forget about sex and live like that we are only friends???
Thank you for your help....... Myriam