I thought our relationship was good. We have always had fun together, and he treated me very well.
I do want our relationship to work. I still love him. As far as the infidelity, there were emails sent to this other girl, and on the computer I found a receipt for a hotel (close to our hometown) on a date when he told me was working out of state.
Right now, all I feel is anger towards him. I think he started to feel differently about me when I asked him about the cheating.