How are you?
We have spoke about this, but if you would like someone else to help you I can remove myself. However, I think it may be time you create a plan, so you can leave home. Take the necessary steps to do what you need to do financially and emotionally.
This does not sound like a healthy situation for you. What would you like to do? Would you like to leave? Do you have any ideas of what you would like to do if you left?