Love should to make you feel bad or vulnerable. You should feel stronger as a couple. I do agree that he sounds like a fair weather boyfriend. Taking medication should never be an excuse to hurt your partner's feelings. If he is calling you names then he is disrespecting you and that can be a view of what could come in the future. Sometimes these glimpses can be a view of what he is really capable of. I would consider that when thinking of the future. His comment about him not being into you another glimpse. You should deal with this by considering whether this relationship has taken an ugly turn. Do you want to be with someone who considers investing less in the relationship than you do. Consider what you have to accept to be with him. He has given you a clue into his thinking and you would have to accept a somewhat neutral commitment. I would consider whether this is enough.
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I think you are right. i just dont want to accept yet another failed relationship. I think i love too easily. I am more likely to blame myself for everything than accept that maybe he just isnt the one.
The thing is... most of the time what i feel from him is a love i have never felt before. And part of me hopes that he does truly love me but he's just scared of it. I guess that is an easier think to think than the likely reality...
I could finish this today. but it would tear me in two. But i feel like i am on eggshells with him. I dont think i can go on scared of making mistakes incase he pulls the rug from under my feet.
relationships are hard work.