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It is not so much my disability that has brought me to the edge. Rather, it is my inability to progress, to move forward with anything substantial, meaningful in my life. I feel I am now where I was 15+ years ago in terms of having a meaningful and productive life.
People say I am much too hard on myself and don't appreciate what I have. I'm not sure if they're right or not. I'm not sure one my attitude changed but a future dependent on caretakers and devoid of regular and meaningful social contacts is frightening.
I understand what to say and appreciate the well wishes. Maybe I'm suffering the effects of my hospitalization and just need to see some sunshine.
I'm just not sure I'm strong enough to pull this out. I've done it for many years and just don't know.
Maybe I just need a good night sleep, as well as a good friend.
Could you give me some advice or checklist on how to be grateful for what I have?