had to re-edit. someone reported me for underpriced though i have a subscription i didnt chose the price and it doesnt mean i dont do bonuses especially an important isseu to me as this
my spouse is rebuilding a relationship with his children.
he blamed me for alienation with them by upsetting his ex who alienated them.
now he knows it wasnt me.
children hate me now because of their mom
so he spends time with them without me, they dont want me there
my spouse and i used to agree all the time over children come second to the marriage unless it was abuse
he is my soul mate i thought we were the most importnt.
now i dont trust him he believed them over me now "when push comes to shove" i know he will chose them first even if it destroys us.
i knnow he is building a bond with them but i feel uncontrolable resentment towards them
why does this hurt me so much?