hi stranger

how have u been?

all is well here, just a quick update

went to the place where "mr man" lives last weekend with my daughter to meet my sister and her kids, but didnt tell him anything

the last two weeks he has started texting me again but satill didnt tell him i would be there but he figured it out from my bb display pics and called. he said he would contact me and maybe we could meet up for a drink or something i told him he knows where i am so let me know. i didnt contact him and neither did he and we came back home on sunday

first thing monday am aa bbm "I am sorry, I chickened out, cause I know what could happen"

i told him not to sweat it, and got 2 more "sorry's" after that

yup

why make the "offer" if u are going to "chicken out"

was your idea not mine

idiot

i asked him what he is so afraid of and i get a smiley in return as an answer.

he said he doesnt want to hurt me more than he did already

so i told him he better be grateful to the inventor of the smiley so he never has to open his mouth

he asked me what i want him to say, so i told him that i dont want him to say anything he can say or not say whatever you want

u like that one huh

come on for a man 49 yrs of age just open your fr.... mouth

dont u think

o well i came to the same conclusion cause this is just nonsense

he was feeling me out for like 2 weeks but ofcourse from a distance and didnt expect that he would be faced with reality so soon

but just for the heck of it, why do you think he started contact again. not asking cause i am going back but for me things need to make sense to be able to digest

truer

but why if u not going to take any action

ok

incredible like we r in high school

ok and yes i am A OK!!!!

yes maam

thx as always

have a gr8t rest of the day

will do