I will see her this coming Sunday. Honestly I have been entertaining thoughts of kissing her. As far as being sexually intimate, I've thought about having sex with another girl before. I just never thought about actually having a relationship with one...I never could picture myself being attracted to a woman on that personal level. I guess it was inevitable though. :) I am sexually attracted to her and she is to me...she was kind of teasing me about it on the phone. But I don't want to just jump into bed with her. I'm sure it would make our friendship awkward. And I know that she doesn't want a relationship right now...she's kind of relationship-phobic.Also I just found out recently that she's moved back in with her ex. They're still friends though she says they argue a lot. She graduated from college and she's living with her for a few months until she can get her own place. So that further complicates things.
Whether or not I'd be okay with actually being in this relationship I don't know...I'm scared of how my family would react honestly. But if that wasn't an issue then I would want to be with her. But it's kind of complicated like I mentioned before.
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Okay Jason, I kind of felt my heart jump at those last few words...lol. That's how I know my feelings are genuine. I like the idea of waiting at times for her to reach out. I think I will go with that. You've done it again...thank you!
Thanks a lot Jason. :) I appreciate your time and advice a lot.
Will let you know what happens.