That definitely not what I want? I have done some serious thought of ending it. Due to the fact that the cons out weigh the pros. My main fear is loosing what was once my best friend and carry an insecurity with me should I decide to be serious with someone new. I acknowledge a big part of it is letting go of good memories and great relationships I carry with his family. I am scared of being alone. That being said I dont need a man to justify me.
We've talked and he says hes told me any and everything and that he has no secrets. Problems is I still have my doubts. If has told me everything I still feel the same. How do I let go of the past if Ive already forgave him?