thanks .. its just funny as these thoughts wernt always there and have came on all off a sudden. to start with i was excited about moving in and starting a new life with this great guy but frusrates me how its turned around.
when i had my first son i had this anxiety but through time and meds and talking to people a dealing with it and living my life it seemed to go away and moved on with my life . well the deposit for the house is paid and i feel its my anxiety thats holding me back and giving me doubt as when thats not there im fine . just so confussed sometimes arghhhhhh.xxx