You will be much better off if you accept one thing - this is going nowhere and every time he calls it sets you back. You allowing this communication as friendly and nice as it is will always keep you stuck. You can't move on because this communication always pulls you back in. He has told you things are not going to change. And you give be friends because there are feelings there. So the only option is to let it go! You are allowing the calls to build up hope. It leaves the door of opportunity to be open and then you don't move on because you aren't letting yourself. You have this new degree. Focus on your future and only if you eliminate the barrier to change. You are doing yourself such a disservice by allowing a relationship that isn't going anywhere to interrupt it. Let him know you have to move on and leave him behind.
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When I try to let him go, he calls me or reaches out to me. I am truly happy when I think about us being together and that all of the changes we put ourselves through will pay off in the end. He is the only man I can see myself with. When we touch each other we know it is right...but these circumstances make things difficult...I truly love him and will give myself to him only with a committment...I told him I can leave him alone, no contact, no emails, no phone calls. He doesn't want to hear that...back to wanting to get his own place. I told him my last class is over in two weeks. To make time for me and that I need him in my life. For the first time ever he said yes, he will be in my life and I can be a part of his. I honestly believe he is my soulmate.
That is good that you are looking out for yourself. With everything you say it sounds like this relationship is the one you are open to. I understand you want to know that you gave it all. Most women can understand that. I respect that as well. I find comfort in that you will let go when you have given it your all. If that is your decision I certainly understand that reasoning. You have to do what you think is best. In the end it's about what you need to do and doing it. Wish you the best
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