Ok, I in the last couple of weeks I have regained my self esteem and most importantly my emotional control is back at my job. To recap the las t 2 weeks : ex- girlfriend was confused why I wasn't happy and was being avoided by me. So last week she came to where I was working and wanted to be my "friend" , I had a meltdown with lots of anger. She was really tring to understand how I fiqured her behavior out . How nice. I ranted about her lying behavior while telling her "i love you" UGH. GAG. Now this week my self esteem and control has returned. Mainly thanks to David De Angelo. His DVD "Deep Inner Game" has all the info about becoming a man of "High Character" . Setting boundries, self esteem, and anger. Wonderful map for becoming a true man. As for ex gf she has the understanding to stay away except for work related purposes. The relationship with boss has been strained and I offered a friendship to him and he blurted out he "didn't have sex with her". By the way , GF has confessed they did. They were having a sexual relationship and had a falling out. I was the second choice for GF. But i fell in love causing GF to run to old BF. Now its all about me emotionally moving on and building self esteem and confidence. WHAT A PAINFUL BUT NECESSARY EXPERIENCE.