Its the sheer fact that im in limbo, i want to be with her so much and feel that she is being forced into something she is not wanting to keep her father happy. She stated that her father had told her that he wants them to be together even if they split after he had passed away.
There is a bit of an age gap between us and aparently he was "not happy" at being told that we were seeing each other. This makes me think this is what is driving her away from me.
Im just waiting for the text or call to say we are through and its crippling me, it really is