I have done that with him in the past but it seems like things always happened that make me doubt him. whether is 3 months 9 months intervals time. I feel sometimes like this is never ending behaviour of him. Sometimes i don't think he loves, i don't know who he is, i feel lonely, insecure, unwanted. I just wish sometimes he wouldn't hurt me so much I wish he would think before he acts. i think no matter how much he sometimes tries is like a never ending trend with him.
When i was with my wife (second girlfriend) is like i was learning what a relationship was suppose to be. The first girlfriend we never went out or anything all we did was talk on the phone but we didn't really say anything. so my wife was my real first relationship. all the stuff like the bitting and the boss i never knew that the type of behaviour was inappropriate. Once it was brought to my attention that it was inapprotriate it never happen again. I understand sometime i have not been the most thoughtful person and i have made alot of mistakes like my obsession with porn with i have been watch since i was 8 years old so it was a hard habit to quit. I love my wife and family cheating on her is something that has never crossed my mind all I ever want was to grow old with her so I am willing to do what ever she ask of me.