Dear XXXXX. It is very thoughtful to contact Just Answer with your question..
It sounds as though you are having romantic feelings towards your friend. It seems these feelings may not have been brought out in the open. You need to discuss your feelings openly with him and be willing to have him tell you how he feels.
If this is the first time you and/or he are experiencing these type of feelings this can be very fearful for both parties involved.
Prayers help, however "the Lord helps those who help themselves". Have a open conversation with your friend.
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