1. yea 16
2. right now he's 29
3. We both live in our parents house
4. No one saw it the next day, though a few weeks later my mother was in the next room when he kicked me in the chest for disagreeing with him
5. I still talk to him, but I dont want to. Every time I do I feel like im being disrespected just for having him force a relationship on me. Up untill a few months ago, he'd put off like he's a saint to me around other family members and that he's a great person for being so good to "pathetic little me". Its stopped since then because Ive told everyone that its an act and I realy dont like him. But I still feel like I can't be the way I want to be because he's there. Almost like I was brainwashed or something. The other day my sister asked me why Ive seemed to have lost so much interest in being an uncle to her kids and I didn't tell her then but its because of my brother. As long as he's there I just feel like I can't be the person I want to be. Ive alienated my family. Stopped hanging out with my friends. I pretty much have no life now. And I even seem to acting like my brother towards others occasionaly.