Im 37 she is 35 We have been married 11 years together 13. I have been looking at porn the last 7 years online no chat room stuff. Sex was realy good when we first met for at least the first 5 years of marriage. There were times when I pushed her to have sex when I should of left her alone she is very resentful of this says feels like I raped her. She was raped when she was 14.
We have 2 kids 4 and 2. Sex really dropped off after 2nd. We would probably have sex once a month.
In general we were best friends never argued over anything serious always forgave if we did. Had same like and dislikes. I tried to help her out as much as I can with kids chores etc. but I'm afraid I have emotionaly neglected her so now she says for the past year she loves me but not in love with me and actually would not care if I had an affair to meet my sexuall needs. I would never do this..
She initiated the last sex sesion we had 2 months ago. We always seemed to be very compatable but she feels the chemistry is gone and the image she had of me is shattered due to the porn viewing.