I am 23 years old
I have had no contact with her for a month now.
She was very atractive and we had lots in common. We grew up more or less the same. I was trying to establish a deep mental relationship with her but was shot down and belittled time after time until it hurt.
Since the broke up I have not dated, even tho I have had many oportunities, for some reason I just cant bring myself to even return the phone call.
On the webcam service, yes I am showing my body and the comments are positive and complimentary, but somehow I feel that this is wrong and it is not the me I knew a month ago. I am getting scared because its getting hard to resist.
Thankyou for your time