I am 28 years old.
I am from Ireland so the answer would be yes I do always drink when I go out that is the culture here.
I have been in therapy for my childhood, sometimes I think it has brought the way i am on. My mother had an affair for 15 years with my dad's best friend in our house which I knew about from the age of 7 or so, I feel like it's hereditary which is ridiculous we are what we repeatedly do but thats the way I feel. Thats my fear.
No there is no specific incident that brings on the cheating, I feel that when i'm out I must ensure I curfu myself and say I'll go home after this etc.. as if it goes any later into the night then high chance something silly will happen, I just want the ability to not have to do that like everyone else.
I am still awaiting my reply? I have answered all questions?