Thank you for reading my question.
Thank you for reading my question. The answer to the three things you wanted to know about are below.
We met when I was working at a job over my summer break. And he used to work there at the time too.
I am 23 and he is 25
I had to move from home four years ago because the college I was accepted at was at a different place. However, I am staying with close family relatives.
Thank you for your answer. It really helped. I think i just needed some one tell this to. And yes both of the reasons you gave me made sense. Infact, now that i think about it feels that the two are connected. The fact that "he's not willing to be what I need him to be" make me feel rejected and unwanted and therefore a failure. I guess it would have been easier for me to walk away after all this, if i felt sure of his love for me. Maybe I am just staying around to see if he will love me back the way i want him to. At least i would know that our relationship was something special. But now i just feel used. i feel like i have wasted my time and energy on a person i thought loved me but day after day it seem more to me that he is just using me. And i didn't want to believe that. I still don't. because it hurts a lot. My heart tells me that he is using me. But he always talks his way out of this situations that make me think he using me. He always has excuses. And i accept them. Therefore, I tell my self that i am just being too sensitive. And since this is my first relationship i don't know what exactly to expect form a guy and what not to expect.
I didn't mean to write all this but it just came out of me. So thank you very much again for your advise