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I am afraid that this will be a total failure and that it will not work out. I have little confidence left. I mean I have been dating since I the age of 15. HOLY COW !! My daughter is 20. She is spectacular and even she has never known her father. He was a loser. I attract losers like flies. I have a big sign on my forehead that says, "If you are a loser, please date me." !!!! Only losers can see it. I swear. Now this blind date was set up by a friend that I trust...but I have not gone out in a very long timer.
I am in grief counseling because I recently lost my mother and my brother within 12 months of each other. My brother died this week, last year, and was buried on my Mom's b-day (12/5). I also, lost my best friend of 35 years 3 months after my brother died. They both died of the same thing - pain pill addiction. My brother's best friend also died 6 months after my mother (of the same thing). He was also a friend of the family and grew up with all of us. It was too much for me to handle. I also spent the last 7 years taking care of my mother and working from home so I could do just that. I had to make decisons to pull the life support on both my mother and brother - it just hit me hard. I have four brother's total and he was my baby brother. We were only 15 months apart. They are known as Irish twins in an Irish family. His children were a mess. It was a horror.