Hi Chase, thanks for accepting my question. Yes we do text on a friendly level but the basis would normally be work involved,I was with friends i had a dinner party and the girls went to bed i was cleaning up , stsrted thinking about him and got the idea into my head to text him.
I do get hungover paranoia anyway, but i think i sent the text and deleted it so i wouldnt have to worry about it he next morning. so i dont have solid fact that i did but im fairly sure i did.
Am i interested? yeah, mabye the age gap can be very obvious though... im really not sure because its just been fantasy, the reality of it is probably very different.
the thing is he will be in work on friday and i dont know what he is going to say. or what i said in the text. So i'm completely un - prepared. I cant ring him now, im just too embarrassed and i've left it too late anyway.
mabye i am making this bigger than it is? if it wasnt that we work together two days a week and im his trainer so i need his respect i wouldn't care.
Do you think if he says "you sent me a text friday night" i should act surprised, say "did i?" and laugh it off ?? and just start talking about something else..
i guess what is really freaking me out is what if i said personal i stuff like i really like him blah blah drunken ramblings.