We are in the miltary and I have known her almost a year.
Since she's been in the military for less than a year.
I can be over zealous. When I care about someone it bothers me to see others approach her with bad intentions knowing they see flesh and not the heart as I do. i had other things going on as well and I think that was just another reason I gave myself to act out. Past relationships also came to mind as well. i trusted her but not others including friends to respect her. She told me that she can handle them and that its her job out of respect for me to put them in their place.
I'm 25 and she will be 21 in December.
In other relationships I have not been there like I needed to be. I have given much to others, always helping but I now realize that I didn't keep home 1st.
She feels a little turned off by my actions but still loves me very much. Thrown off by my actions. As far as trying to brea up I don't know but I do wish to make it right!