I am sure he is aware of it. He is definitely not gay. I am about five years older than him. As i said he is painfully, painfully shy,shows no emotional at all, loves his wife - so for him to show even the slightest form of intersest is a big deal. And I am sure he feels somewhat jealoos , or perhaps curious, when I show intersest in others.
I have had a relationship with another person recently. When I say relationship, it is a physical one and one sided (I hope you know what I mean - he received oral). He was also straight and married.
the past has shown me that men do get interested in me , once they get to know me- prhaps because I am kind of outgoing and perhaps flirty, unintentionally. I have never cated on geting close to them, even when oppportunity presented itself. But lately, I feel more intense about my feelings and i think about it all the time. What gives?