I feel as if im lost ... i just graduated highschool , and im going to go to college , but something feels different .... it's as if something is missing . for example , not to long i was always loud and talking and being goofy , but lately i have been quite and it seems as if im almost depressed , but i know i shouldnt be .... im just just confused ..and i need HELP .... i also feel as if my family dosnt listen to me , everyone including my boyfriend just kinda says yeah and brushes me off ,and i know its not me .... and im not jealous of my sister i love her with all my heart but all the attention is always on her , she is 2 years older then me , and has a real estate license and is just an all around great girl , she is pretty , and smart , and has thousands of beatiful clothes ... so i dont know whats going on , and i just need someone to HELP me .... please