Question

I was severely attacked in a dream the night before the twin towers collapsed and I had the most terrible feeling that happened in my body that night which was terrifying. I also in my dream hit my fist through a double thick reinforced door and Satan was standing behind the door then I woke up. I felt very sick and I felt as if I was pulling out of my body by my feet. That morning my father took me to a psychiatrist and he said I am schizophrenic and he put me on Zyprexa 10mg. I have know been on medication for eight years. I have also been on Seroquel for a while however i had bad side effects such as a feeling as if I am been pulled into the walls of the room I was in. In addition, since I have been on Zyprexa I have developed a temper and have broken expensive things, such a computers, telescopes, expensive mobile phones excreta. What I want to know do you know of Zyprexa causing anger in people and I am strongly thinking of stopping my medication, because I believe that I was attacked by real spiritual forces. I have also developed Diabetes since I have been on Zyprexa, do you know of any cases such as mine that have developed Diabetes. My doctor says that I will get sick if I leave my medication, however I cannot live with this anger that I am feeling and I am scared that I will break something more expensive next time, like a motorcar. I believe I was really attacked that night by spiritual forces and I am not schizophrenic. Moreover, the proof is that the twin towers collapsed the next morning.