Hello Customer (name blocked for privacy),

It sounds like you have really been through a lot. You have made it so far, so don't give up now, some form of management is available. There are treatments to stop the problem, so if you get to the point where you thinkg harm yourself, just call this number first or go to the following website:

1 800 273 "TALK" (8255)

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

You need to have this treated (seeing the objects that others don't see), because it is putting you under great stress until you are at the point of no longer wanting to live.

You problem is likely from your head trauma, and you hallucinate and "see" with all your senses, but it is not there to everyone else. It does need to be treated as what other choice is there, and it might be good to start with a Neurologist. Although medications are one form of treatment available for this type of problem, there have been new treatments found with less side-effects. I'll leave you the link to the article that discusses this.methods as they were used with cases that sound similar to yours.

http://well.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/06/27/an-itch-that-will-leave-you-scratching-your-head/

I hope this gives you some hope. Remember, you will have to read the whole article to hear about all of the treatments.

Please feel free to reply and let us know which treatment ends up working for you.

Thank you, and take care,

Susan