Thank you for your question. You and you and your child to have the best life you can provide, but a child grows up so fast and those special moments are what is really important. Some times in life the years go by so fast when your trying to get what you think is important in life. What people focus on and work for is trying to get a better life. But someone times we work so hard to get there that people miss what is truly important. Your child is a year old and those years go by very fast. You want your child to learn from you. There are many solutions. You could work night, work at home or work part time. I have no doubt you will accomplish everything you want to do in life and have a house. But these moments in like are precious. You want to create memories with your child. I feel that you want to be with your child. You want to provide the best, ***** ***** thing I want you to think about is you are the best for your child. It's those special moments that are made when you are with your child. The future takes time, but these moments where your child is growing up only happens once. I would look into online work or a part time job so you can have that time with your child. Thank you for your question.